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Thursday, July 29, 2010

FIRE AND ICE by Robert Frost



Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice. --Robert Frost

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

HAPPY ANNIVERSAY!!!!!! TO BOTH OF YOU. THAT HAS BEEN QUITE A WHILE BUT YOU KNOW, SOME OF IT STAYS AS FRESH AS MARUNGGAY JUST PLUCKED FROM ITS LIMB. I HAD THE GREATEST TIME IN MY LIFE PLAYING A BIT ROLE IN YOUR GRAND LOVE AFFAIR. I LOVE TO REMINISCE THE NIGHT SWIMMING WE DID IN LINGAYEN BEACH. ONCE IN A WHILE, I THINK OF THAT NIGHT AND THE NAUGHTINESS OF MY YOUTHFUL DAYS ONCE AGAIN BRINGS BACK MEMORIES WRITTEN IN THE DARK AND HAD STAYED INTACT IN THE AGING PAGES OF MY BOOK OF LIFE. YEAH, IT WAS DARK AND THE MOSQUITOES WERE FEASTING ON US BUT NEVERTHELESS, IT WAS A NIGHT TO REMEMBER. YOU AND NITZ WENT THE OPPOSITE WAY TO EXPLORE THE WONDERS OF THE DARK IN A BEACH WHOSE STILLNESS DEFIED RELENTLESS WAVES AND DROWNED THE THUNDER OF POUNDING HEARTS. I TOOK HER HAND AND LED HER TO WHERE THE WAVES KISSED THE SANDY BEACH AND IN THE STILL OF THE NIGHT, (AND AWAY FROM BOTH OF YOU) WE WROTE A BRIEF STORY (WITHOUT A HAPPY ENDING LIKE YOURS), BUT ONE THAT I WON'T GET BORED READING UNTIL MY MEMORY FADES. SHE IS NAMELESS HERE BUT I'M SURE YOU REMEMBER HER. PLEASE SAY HI TO HER FOR ME, IN CASE YOU GET IN TOUCH WITH HER. WELL, BUDDY, JUST THOUGHT TO SAY HI. IT HAS BEEN A REALLY LONG TIME. I WISH YOU COULD COME BY AGAIN. THE HOUSE THAT I DID NOT GET TO SHOW YOU BECAUSE IT WAS ALL TORN UP, IS NOW PUT TOGETHER. WE ADDED A NEW WING WHICH IS NOW OUR MASTER BEDROOM, A LARGE DECK, A NEW GARAGE WITH A LARGE ROOM ABOVE IT, AND A GAZEBO OVERLOOKING THE DECK. IT IS ACTUALLY OUR DINING ROOM. THE OLD TOOL SHED IS GONE AND WE HAVE A NEW ONE THAT I DESIGNED MYSELF AND IT STANDS OUT IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD BECAUSE IT IS UNCONVENTIONAL IN TERMS OF TOOL-SHED DESIGN. WE CONVERTED THE OLD GARAGE INTO A CULINARY LABORATORY WHERE I PERFORM SOME CULINARY EXPERIMENTS EVERY FULL MOON. I CALL IT THAY WAY INSTEAD OF "DIRTY KITCHEN' BECAUSE IT IS NOT DIRTY AT ALL. WHOEVER COINED THAT TERM MUST NOT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A BROOM HANDLE AND A SPATULA. WE HAVE THREE GUESTS THIS WEEKEND. THEY WERE FORMER DORM MATES OF DAUGHTER KARLA WHEN SHE WAS IN UNDERGRAD SCHOOL AT N Y U. THE LADIES LOVED HAVING BREAKFAST AT THE GAZEBO THIS MORNING. THE COLORFUL SIGHT IN THE BACKYARD MAKES UP FOR WHAT IS MISSING ON THE BREAKFAST TABLE. I TRY TO KEEP THE DECK AND THE YARD ALIVE WITH COLORS DURING THE SUMMER. I GET UP AS EARLY AS 3:00 AM TO TAKE CARE OF THE PLANTS BEFORE I GET READY FOR WORK. SO LONG. HOPE TO SEE YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY, SOON. BEN

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Thanks for the encouragement, Sonny. Bay-am ta no manayon ti biag ko ket agbalinak to piman nga mannurat. That will be in my next life. Then my English instructor's wish for me to be published, will indeed come true. I had to take a class in English Composition as a pre-requisite to my BSN. I must have impressed her a lot with the papers I wrote. One day she took her daughter to the Navy Tricare clinic where your Auntie used to work at. She got curious, apparently, when she noticed your Auntie's name tag which of course, is my last name. To make the story short, she found out that your Auntie is my wife. When your Auntie came home that night, she related to me how this Mrs. Cooper went on singing praises for me in the presence of your Auntie's co-workers. "She calls you the "last sensitive man of the 20th century." I was tickled to death to hear that. Anyway, with time, maybe I could develop half of your writing prowess and style. Some old fellow predicted that you will grow up to be a sharp man. You must have been three years old at the time. You developed some indurated lesions on your scalp. They were rather large, almost egg size. If you were in America then, I'm sure that the clinician would have ordered a whole bunch of diagnostic tests to find out the etiology of your condition. But back there in the country where we all grew up, that didn't seem to be of much concern for anyone. Of course we were all worried but it was compensated by the prophetic diagnosis that kids who develop those kinds of scalp lesions grow up smart. (They must have been extra brain cells.) But anyway, the funny thing about that was, the old folks' way of getting rid of the "bukols" from your head Guess what? Now that I have some medical orientation, I can laugh about it. The folks' recommended treatment was for you to plant spider lilies. So your Inang dug up some spider lily bulbs from your Auntie Rosing's garden and had you plant them in your front yard. That was real weird, but it seemed to have worked because your lesions disappeared not long after you planted the lilies. And did you know who picked your name, by the way. I'll tell you next time I visit the board. Vic is right. Not that I have 2 paying jobs but it seems that way with me. My weekends are busier than normal work days. I used to be able to access the website from my office computer but the government had started cracking down on computer abuse and misuse at work, so now, they have installed mechanisms to keep people from visiting unauthorized web sites. And when I get home from work, the last thing I want to touch is another computer. Oops, it's past midnight. Got to be up at 4:30 this morning. I'll catch up with you and the board. Good night. Uncle Ben

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I have but just a hazy recollection of that boyish episode. But yes, I know I had those “dugol” but I can’t recall now how they went off. Those spider lilies are called “bakong” in Ilocano and they are still a common fixture in most local gardens. I didn’t know they have this mystical power… >>>> After you left DWA, I appropriated for myself a literature textbook of yours and another one called Philippine Reader by Camilo Osias from your old bookshelf. I actually borrowed it from Auntie Lita but I never returned them after you all went to Guam. These were my informal reading materials which I voraciously read and re-read many, many times from cover to cover. It is from these books that I learned to appreciate good literature and we were probably nurtured from the same books. I did not find such good quality materials from the NCS or RA Textbooks during my time. Reading materials then were somewhat difficult to come by. Every Wednesday, my cousin Ambong and myself will be eagerly awaiting Apong Abe’s Bannawag. While he reads on his rocking chair, we will be pestering him from behind until he is finished with it - prematurely surrendering the magazine to us, most of the time, because of our boyish meddling and mono-syllabic reading aloud of the adventures of Captain Barbell, etc. Sometimes, I would go under Apong Pe’s “parsa” and remove the magazine pages wrapped around the dangling ampalayas just to read their contents. I was such a sponge then but there is not enough to be absorbed. What I lacked in books is filled in by komiks. Auntie Mila has a big collection and she has a network of komiks addicts in the neighborhood. I used to run errands for her, returning and retrieving komiks from “neighbor’s” houses which could be half a kilometer away. I didnt mind the distance, its the chasing dogs that I detest. >>>> I don’t know how I was given my name nor was I aware that there is a story behind it. But I am happy with it. Its quite rare and unique. And in all the literature that I read and movies that I watched, my name is always associated to a good guy - which I am.  But in Rizal’s El Fili, Isagani is a hopeless romantic (which I am, also) who chose to save her ex-GF from the explosive filled lamp aimed at decimating the top civil and religious leaders who were in attendance at her wedding party. Thus, he unwittingly exposed and untracked the revolution which is to start that night. Now, would have I done the same given the situation… most probably yes. So to prevent such a treason on my part, I married ahead of my ex… .

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Pity I didn't get to closely watch you grow up. You were not of school age yet when I left town for college. But let me tell you, besides Marlene, you and Ambong never ran out of eager arms to hold you. Marlene was the first one to enjoy that much attention, then you and Ambong came along. Every chance we had, we took turns carrying you. We were that hungry to play with little kids like you. Ambong was more emotionally sensitive than you were. We had to be careful not to make him cry because if he did, he would turn blue from losing his breath. The most difficult thing to watch about you was your habit of keeping your food in your mouth for the longest time. By the time you finished breakfast, it's lunch time. Your favorite among us was your Uncle Arthur. You used to cry everytime you saw him leave for school. Then he left for the seminary hoping to become a priest someday but, we all know what happened with that. Then it was my turn to go. I don't remember seeing you on the day I left. It was the morning after my high school graduation. I stopped in Manaoag for a brief pilrimage at the shrine of the miraculous Lady of Manaoag, then caught a Pantranco bus for Baguio. I made a promise to myself to come home to Asingan only after I earned my college degree. Of course that didn't happen because I came home for Cielo's baptism. I was her godfather. (May she rest in peace.) I was in my junior year at the time. I heard of you early academic successes. For instance, your participation in a provincewide competition. Not too sure if it was math or spelling but you did an outstanding job in that event. I'm sure you had a lot of those academic conquests which slipped by me because I was too absorbed trying to make it through college while working at the same time. I wrote briefly about my life of deprivation as a working college student in my autobiography that was required by the diocese of Virginia for my petition for annulment of my first marriage in the Catholic Church. The diocese official who interviewed me prior to granting my request was quite moved by that part of my sad story. She was misty-eyed, her chin was down on her chest. Anyway, back to you. Yes your name came from that classic Philippine novel. I volunteered the name "Elmer" for you but your Auntie Rosing prevailed. It was a good choice, indeed. Nobody in town (that we knew of) was named Sonny or Isagani at that time. You would have been the second "Elmer" known to us because there was a guy in poblacion who went to school in Dupac with your Auntie Mila whose name was Elmer (Agsalud). And yes, you did have one heroic act that I can remember. It was on your Auntie Laling's wedding to Uncle Sally. Alex, who was going to be the ring bearer could not be awakened from deep sleep. Your Apong Misiong cautioned everybody not to push him because he would surely throw a fit if he woke up. Who would know him better than his own father? So the one and only choice was you. The houses being so close, I heard your Auntie Rosing yell out a command through the window for your Mama to get you ready. Everybody was kind of stressed out because it was time to hit the road for the church and no ring bearer, yet. I was in your house that morning. You were doing the usual thing, playing with your food in your mouth early in the morning. Your Mama picked you up, your mouth full of food and got you dressed for the occasion. You saved the day for the happy couple. I'm sure you did other feats of heroism. I know you can write about them and let us enjoy your stories. So long. --uNCLE bEN

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Numerology is sometimes accepted as a "psuedo" science just like reading Tarot cards..:D..There is an upcoming movie which will star Shirley Mclaine as the psychic Sandra Browne,I think..Ms. Browne is a GENUINE PSYCHIC. That means she can read the future of other people, but NOT HER OWN FUTURE..Just like a doctor can treat others, but he can not treat himself..I believe in ESP, I believe in GENUINE PSYCHICS..These people are gifted by God with these powers...The image of Genuine Psychics are being screwed by Fake ones..:D..I will tell you a story, and this might change a line in my previous posting..When I quit UPCF, I did not receive my Visa approval yet but I did already my medical exam done by a Canadian Consulate doctor..But life in UPCF has grown so hectic due to internal politics that I decided to quit...So I packed all my things and went back to Asingan...Went back to the old hometown on March '75..stayed in our old house. My brod had already gone ahead to Canada, a month before(February )..I took the silong of our house where they stayed for several years while I stayed in Laguna...Our maid was an old woman from laoac. She said she knew some psychics in this barrio. I believe her because I think my grandma is one of them..But she is already dead when I came back to Asingan.. I had 2 kids already ( Miggie is expecting our 3rd ). Passing a medical exam by the consulate does not guarantee you a visa yet..I wanted to know if I will get one. ..Our maid said I will ask my psychic friends, they are good!She called them mammuyon.. ..I did not even tell her the actual question..Just ask the pyschics, I said:"Will my present plan be realized?" My maid went to Laoac in the am and in the pm, she came back.."My friends said YES..You just wait for 4 months.!" Here is the number 4 again..I felt slightly relieved and I tried to while away the days of terrible days of waiting and waiting by visiting friends in Asingan...After 4 months, came July 4, I received the letter from the Canadian Consulate saying our Visa was approved..This is not a cock and bull story. It really happened to me. 1 month later, August 30, we left the Philippines..Ergo, I believe that there are real psychics amongst us, it is just a matter of finding them..The psychics who predicted it did not even ask for any money in return...!

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Suddenly i started to count and tried to match numbers with my past. Just for fun i tried counting how many GFs i had. This time my magic number 10 fall short he he he. I am short by a point. Still lucky number though. So you were in Asingan sometime in the early 70's. Nagpang-abot pala tayo. I was first year high school when martial law was declared in 1972. You probably had seen me walking under the sun on my way to Asingan Community High School. We always passed by the front of your Hispanic inspired ancestral house. Most of the time we slowed down and take refuge under the shady acacia trees just accross your house.If you happened to notice a "lovely" couple under one umbrella, that's me and the number 1 in my list. She's long-haired with an angelic face. Don't know how such duo match, me being in the opposite category. We had this (mag-kapayong) going until she graduated and went to college in Manila. She's ahead of me by one year. I was in my senior year then when you left and migrated to Canada in 1975. Will try to recollect if such first love of mine is worth another posting, uhmm.--aLAKDAN

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Do post your stories, Alakdan because I am sure love stories are quite popular to readers or fans tele-novela series..And the most interesting ones are those that got away ( or we the male sex were the ones who run away..?..just kidding )..I could not get too close with the my first crush. I loved her to a passion, but she was 15 years older than me, ha-ha! They say first love never dies. This one died maybe after 10 years..Funny how we teenagers loved then in a setting that is Asingan..If they see you walking side by side, they would say you are already sleeping together ..I was in Asingan ( working for RA ) from 1966-68.. Just graduated from College and Mr. Amado Esteban offered me a teaching job. I accepted the job because number 2 was still in town ( I was starting to forget no. 1 )..THis time no. 2 is very much younger than me, I went to the opposite direction..:)..Geez, either too young or too old, hah!!..And there were still a few, the short lived ones, who happened to be there when I was in a rebound..:D...I do not feel embarrassed anymore first, I do not live in Asingan anymore, second, most of those who knew re: my early loves are either dead or have the Alzeimer's or are already abroad and they are not fond of opening computers, muche less going to AMB..Go ahead, write down a cursory account of your puppy loves..Hopefully, Icarus will follow suit..ha-ha-ha!!!

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( This is quite a long story to read but I just like to share it with all of you, young lovers of yesteryears, hehehe) **First Love*** I was then a 15-year-old, unassuming, and an easy going teenager. My social life was with my high school classmates and with my neighborhood friends. Girls were not in my mind and nothing excited me more than goofing at the beach of Lingayen Gulf or watching movies in the cinemas of Dagupan City. My high school was a rural, non-academic in curriculum and homework was minimal so I had a lot of free time... Going to church on Sundays was an obligation which was a habit that I acquired from my parents. It was on one of those Sundays in church when I first noticed a young girl in blue gingham dress walking towards the front of the church with her mother. For the first time in my life, I thought I saw a very beautiful girl. Although I’ve known her since she was seven and I was eight, she somehow looked like somebody new in my hometown... Ever since that Sunday, I started grooming myself so she’d take notice of me. I thought of her often during the day and she sometimes enlivened my dreams at night. Like most teenagers, I was inpatient and to satisfy my longing, I passed by her house every evening just in case I’d have a chance to talk to her. Occasionally, I would catch a glimpse of her inside her house, but nothing could satisfy me until she’d know that I existed... After a month of desperately wanting to be noticed to no avail, I gained enough courage to pay her a visit. One Saturday evening, I put on my best outfit and proceeded to her house but my attempt fizzled out when I saw their family car in the carport. Her parents were prominent citizens of the town because they were well schooled. Her mom was a school superintendent and her dad had a high government position as shown by the car plate license number... My family was modestly middle class and as a young boy I looked up at her parents as above my social level. Two weeks later, I noticed the carport empty so I hurried back home to groom myself, then plucked some roses from my mother’s potted plants and hurriedly went to her house that evening. Thinking that her parents were away, I knocked at her house door. With the porch light shinning bright on my face, the door opened with a big surprise. Her mother was smiling and greeted me as she was amused at the sight of a dashing young Romeo holding some roses. I stood frozen as my whole body temperature shot up and my fair skin could not mask the blushing of my face. I could feel beads of perspiration rolling down my forehead but her mother was very nice and quick to calm down my anxiety by inviting me to come inside. Without hesitation, she announced my very presence to her daughter. She conveniently left the living room and her daughter sheepishly came out and noticed my flushed complexion. I handed her the roses and all I could say was “how are you?” because my sight was fixated on her without saying any word.. She did the talking, trying to calm me down from my embarrassment. Fifteen minutes was all I could bear. The heat all over my body and my unease made me suffocate so I decided to bid her goodnight. I went home extremely happy for feeling like a winner, having hurdled the first inning... The second and succeeding visits got me accustomed to her very nice mother who was understanding and very entertaining. For my part, I planned the topics on what to talk about so I could impress her and also make an indelible mark to her mother who was a smart. Valentine’s Day, February 14 came and during the dance at her school she gave me her valentine heart pin, a pin that I kept like a million dollar souvenir. At the end of the school year, I graduated from high school and was accepted at a University in Quezon City. I impressed her mother and she told me that she attended the same school and wished me good luck. Before I left for college I told my friend that I liked her and I’ll miss her dearly and I‘ll always think of her. She replied with a smile and said that she’ll also miss me... College was tough for me, the experience was a payback for not being trained in high school. I managed to write her once but the pressure I encountered with the likes of College Algebra, Chemistry, College English were so overwhelming that I had to work double time in order to catch up with my classmates and avoid being kicked out of the school. I stopped my correspondence with her with the thought that I would see her when I’d go home during the semester and Christmas breaks. To my surprise, I was disappointed to find out that her parents had moved to central Philippines because her mother was transferred to a new office... In the meantime, I met other girls whom I developed some fancy and after graduating from college, I ended up working for a company in Pasig. I occasionally visited my hometown but she was nowhere around during my visits and our path didn’t cross again until I was about to leave the country to immigrate. It was during the town fiesta dance at the auditorium when I saw her as a full bloomed lady, lovely and beautiful as ever. She was surprised as I was to see her and I invited her to dance. I complemented her that she was pretty and she smiled and whispered “bolero”. I didn’t pickup what she meant, whether it was about what I said or what I did, but after the music as I was walking her to her seat, I asked how life was treating her for which she replied that she was getting married the following month. I was dumbfounded but I managed to congratulate her. She introduced me to her fiancĂ© and that was the last time I saw her because I left the Philippines soon after. Twenty years later during my visit to my hometown to celebrate the golden wedding anniversary of my parents, I met her mother again and we became good friends, corresponding regularly until she passed away. I found out that her daughter had moved to America where she raised her family.---a rEADER

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When I was in high school, my friends and I would have a beat on who can collect the most numbers of Valentine pins during the Valentine dance. It was our simple way of knowing who among us was the most likable boy. We did it in other high schools in town where we were not familiar with the girls. In this way, the power of persuasion was based only on the way we presented ourselves. --a rEADER

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Memories of early Baguio

I have the privilege of staying and seeing Baguio during its unspoiled finest, which was in the late 60’s to the early 80’s. An uncle of mine used to operate a small photo studio in the Baguio Hotel building along Otek Street which was later on taken over by my Mom. It was called Bayanihan Studio and it employs a number of photographers plying the trade in Burnham Park and in other Baguio spots. During summer breaks and Christmas vacations, we used to go up from Asingan via Urdaneta where we boarded Dangwa Tranco or Baguio Auto Line (BAL and later on became PNR), or Pantranco buses which come so far in between; those long wait for buses along the national highway in Urdaneta is the part that I hate the most. Later some other bus lines were added to the route including my favorite, the yellow and speedy La Mallorca Pambusco and others - including Victory Liner and Philippine Rabbit. My very first trip which was when I was about six was spoilt by extreme nausea and thus I missed to see the breathtaking view of the Kennon Zig-zag - despite exhortations from my two aunts with whom I tagged along - except for some short glimpse when I have to throw up the window… hehehe. But what I remember so vividly was the way I shivered to the bone while my teeth chattered uncontrollably as we descended from the Dangwa bus. Baguio was much, much colder then than now. And it has a certain peculiar smell which, I learned much later on, comes from the Pine Trees and mountain flowers in bloom. Otek street is just a block away from Burnham park. The circumferential road around the park called Lake Drive was then used for motorized go-carts which I watched with childish amusement because I was too small to try them. On the southern end of the park was the skating rink. That is where I usually end up, hiring and riding kiddie pedal rides and racing with other kids. On the western side, adjacent to Kisad Road, is the kiddy Playground with all sorts of see-saws, merry-go-rounds, swings, climbing bars and that centerpiece: a multi-level slide with a rocket ship shaped central frame which you have to climb to get to the top of the slide. It took me a while to try the highest level. Even then, there were ambulant vendors selling snacks from ice cream in cones and bars, to peanuts, corn on the cobs, green mangoes, drinks, etc. For 50 centavos, I can have Royal Tru-Orange with La Pacita Saltine Crackers after I’m done with the rides. Sundays could be very crowded. Picnickers and excursionists spread mats on the lawns while enjoying the view of the lake with multi colored sailboats and paddle boats; and some occasional outburst from the water fountain in the middle. I enjoy walking around inner path around the lake which is artistically paved with faux cobble stone. The outer side of the path is lined with small weeping bottle brush tress wearing their red hanging flowers on their draping green hair and interspersed with occasional trumpet flower tress. Romantic benches lie underneath with old gentlemen reading papers while shoe-shine boys work feverishly on their sunday shoes. The lake side of the path is lined with a low metal grill fence to protect the flower beds where roses, hollyhocks, daisies, sunflowers and marigolds flourish. The lawns, the hedges, the tress and the flower beds, and specially the cleanness of the place, were immaculately maintained by a special group of lady gardeners in uniform. Many unsavory things could be said about Imelda Marcos but during her times, Burnham Park was at its very best. On a lucky Sunday, one could watch PMA Cadets formation and parade on the Melvin Jones grounds just to the southern side of the park, adjoining Harrison Road. But I didn’t want to go for those kinds of stuff; it bores me. More memorable to me are summer days when the Tour of Luzon set their finish line on the Lake Drive or the Athletic Bowl just to the south of the skating rink. We would go to the grandstand very early to ensure a good view of the scramble to the finish and follow the race with a transistor radio. My man then was Cornelio Padilla, Jr. and when he retired, I switched to the then rookie Paquito Rivas who was known as the Eagle of the Mountains because of his mountain climbing prowess. Many, many times Rivas arrived at the summit all by his lonesome, his nearest pursuer at least 5 minutes behind. Another favorite is Manolito Moring, Jr – co captain of Rivas and is known for his daredevil sprinting. When the riders finish as a pack, rest assured it would be Moring by a nose! Later on the photo studio was transferred to Abanao Street, fronting the old Market where Marbay Shopping Center and Marhalika Building now stands. We were neighbors with Sunshine Grocery and Bakery, then the biggest and most popular in Baguio. Abanao was a two-lane street at that time but the sidewalks are so wide and tiled! Very neat. Cars could park on both sides. I remember the old market building just at the foot of session road with its stone pillars and tin sheet roof selling all sorts of Baguio souvenirs, wood carvings, fruit jams, everlasting garlands, Baguio brooms, etc. Inside that maze of stalls, I found a small favorite nook which I frequented with other boys renting and reading komiks along the aisle on a bangkito. Going back to Asingan for the start of June classes, I would have the time of my life regaling my barrio playmates with my stories of Baguio... Ah, those were the innocent Baguio days… The not-so-innocent ones would come much later and would justify another post.

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Ok Dad Vic here's another obra maestra he-he...Icarus ,Alakdan and Mr Pogi i was trully amazed that you can remember vividly the details of your early days in the city of Pines. Oh Baguio oh baguio how can i forget you,almost half of my life was spent in this green lush city atop the cordilleras, those old days smelled of pine scent. During my childhood days i spent with my lola who lived in Lexber Court Baguio....back to the caniao days those big chunks of roasted pig i just requested my friend to sliced them thinly for me for bassit ngiwat ko he-he kasatno met kasla nga binalsig ti kadakkel na :))when we left the caniao we were given a kilo of the big chunks of roasted pork. Mr.pogi rekindled the two mining communities in baguio philex and balatoc, your portrayal of balatoc mines is very accurate i say this because when i was a child i was a frequent visitor of this place i remember those bunkhouses were rent free including amenities, and just take care of the food because balatoc is a community by itself. I found my place in the sun here in Baguio, but then itutuloy ha-ha-ha!!! maybe the three of you have bumped into each other before here in cordilleras but if we did know each other life could have been different . We will be drinking buddies here ala tapey just joking wala lang akong magawa ngayon. --Rain


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I am sure Ben Soloria is your kinfolk and he is also Miggie and me's co-teacher at the DWA in Urdaneta a long time ago. Ben is also a brilliant teacher, and a good writer too. His writings were in my first publication of SUNSHINE STORIES FROM PANGASINAN..Maybe you shared the same genes..Anyway, here is a story about Ben Soloria when he was still a student in Baguio..I happened to come up to Baguio one time with some of his kinfolks. We stayed in a boarding house ran by Ben's sister. I am not sure whether it is in Bayanihan st. But it is the first time for me to meet Ben. At that time, he was also a part time photographer to a studio ( maybe that is the same studio owned by your sister ). He usually take shots of the tourists in Burnham Park. Slept in their boarding house that night, then left for Asingan the next day...Years later, I accompanied Ben to apply at the DWA where I was already teaching. He was hired.. Then a year later I left, but he stayed behind. He was a sponsor during our wedding ( Miggie and I )..We became already good buddies..I never saw him anymore for decades, until I found his name in the Asingan Board..To cut to the chase, Miggie and I went to Virginia to visit him. He showed us nice places in Virginia including the oldest University in the US. He was already a retired USN, but he was still working as a nurse in a hospital. He worked with the Medical corps while he was in the USN. He attended to some casualties aboard ship during the Persian Gulf war, that took place when George Bush Sr. was still the President. When we are in a Mall and when Miggie was out windowshopping ( and buying a few stuff ), Ben and I would have coffee and share stories of the old days in Urdaneta. We talked about girls, of course, what else is new?..:)


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Indeed, your friend Ben Soloria is my uncle. And we are talking about the same studio! It was ran by uncle Flor Aquino, a Manaoag native who was married to my Auntie Fe, Uncle Ben's sister. Their apartment which opens on the arcaded sidewalk of Otek street served as a studio on the front half of the ground floor and a boarding house on the second floor. Many Asinganians who studied in Baguio once boarded in that address. Dr Zenaida Suyat, Ms Salud Soloria and Ms Julie Delmendo were three of the more prominent. The studio then was called Noli's, named after their first born and my cousin Noli. In 1968, the family migrated to Guam and they sold the business to my mom. The name was changed to Bayanihan Studio to associate it with the famous hotel with which it shares premises. For some reason, Bayanihan Hotel(formerly Baguio Hotel)closed shop and occupants of the entire building block were asked to move out. What we heard is that the owners are persecuted political nemesis of the Marcoses. (The building still exist to this day and the ground floors were converted into Ukay-ukay stores.) Thus, the move to Abanao and this time, the boarding house and the studio went separate ways.

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Ben is such a nice friend to me during those years at DWA. I resigned from DWA in the beginning of the school year to spend a whole year in Asingan "bumming" around. In the meantime Miggie was still teaching there and in my absence, Ben acted as a "go-between", "a cupid" etc. on my behalf for Miggie. .I think he did a good job..:D...I think we had a courtship period only of about 2 months; I never believed in prolonged engagement. Something will eventually happen if you wait that long, esp. in the Philippines..After we got married, Miggie opted to stay behind in DWA Urdaneta for a few more months, while I started my Editorial job in Los Banios Laguna. Getting married in one weekend then going separate ways a week after is no good way of starting a marriage.We stayed in Pila, Laguna for a week long honeymoon.That week end, she had to leave back for Pangasinan, and I had to stay behind. I brought her to the La Mallorca bus station in Cubao. It was a real heart breaking good-bye...From then on, I had to go home every week end just to visit my new bride. And it's a hell of a long distance from Los Banios to Asingan. I went home Friday nights and go back to Los Banios Monday dawn...In the mean time, Miggie stayed at home in Asingan. Every morning, she went to work riding on a passenger jeep owned by an Asinganian. Ben was still teaching at the DWA and he rode in the same jeep with Miggie. According to Miggie, each time she rode on the jeep, a "love smitten" DWA student would like to sit down beside her on the front seat but Ben would tell him, "that's my spot!" just to make the guy go away. The student would smilingly oblige because 1) Ben was a teacher and 2) Ben has bigger muscles. So, that was the traveling arrangement every working day with Miggie while she was still in Asingan. Everyday until she decided to join me several months later. She finally quit her job to leave for Laguna because 1) Fr. Harwardt, the school director, advised her it is not good for married people to be separated and 2) she is already pregnant with our first child, Oliver....:)

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NUMBER THAT POP UP IN MY LIFE..If you examine your life, sometimes you find a number that pops up: in my case, it is THE number 4. Might be my lucky number, I do not know. I was married on July 4, 1971, I receieved ourCanadian visa approval on July 4, 1975, 4 years later...I worked in Pangasinan for 4 years, 2 years teaching in RA, 2 years teaching in DWA. I am the 4th child of a family of 5, my dad belonged to a family of 4 siblings...I have 4 children, 3 biological and 1 adopted..:) And I think you know who the adopted one is..I met her online 4 years ago...:)And oh yes, I worked in UP Forestry for 4 years: 1971 to 75. I quit working there after receiving my Visa approval..I lived under the shadow of Mt. Makiling for 4 years. Sometimes after work on Friday afternoons, I would go up a hike towards the peak, but I never really got up there to the summit. In the afternoon, the forest in the UPCF building is filled with shrill singing of cicadas punctured by an ocassional song of a wild bird. Somehow, I sometimes imagine the bird to be the fabled Adarna made famous by the Francisco Balagtas poetry..There is a river beside the College of Forestry: going down to the rocks one would be astounded by the big roots of certain trees. So beautiful. They are twisted, irregularly shaped and you would be amazed that beauty sometimes comes out of ugliness..I do not now if it still exists, but there was also a tree whose fruit look like yellow candles..I have still to see a boa constrictor which some people hereabouts say are abound in the Makiling forests. But there are smaller snakes which sometimes cross the roads. If a jeepney driver see a snake crossing the road, he would try to run it over ..Miggie was almost bitten by a snake in one of our walks in there. And she was pregnant with our 2nd daughter Michelle. We were crossing a grassy patch in the UPCF campus. She was about to put down her sandaled foot when I saw there was a moving thing: it was a green colored snake.She missed stepping on the tail and I still get the shivers thinking what could have happened if she stepped on it. At that time, there were no snake bite antidotes in the Campus hospital. The nearest place to get snake bite serum was a laboratory few towns away going to Manila...Some snakes there are not poisonous. One time, one of the children of our landlord there saw a snake and she tried playing with it. The snake bit her and she ran to her Mom crying. Fortunately, she did not show any kind of adverse reactions, so she was okay. The snake bite was non lethal.


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Starting life as a married couple is as unforgettable as your first kiss, first date, first whatever..On the day we decided to go for it ( Marriage Life or bust )Pare Alex Romero offered his mini jeepney and we hired it to bring us and a few worldly goods to Los Banios. One dining table, two chairs, pillows, etc. clothes etc, packed into the empty passenger section of the vehicle...The Father director of DWA gave me this very profound advice inside his office on that afternoon when I visited him. "There can never be two Queens inside one house," he said. The two Queens were my wife and my Mom. He was always right, of course.Miggie can never work yet because of her pregnancy, so I must rely on my paycheque from UPForestry for everything we need at home. Our first one bedroom apartment was 75 pesos/month and that was already expensive at that time. But we are just newcomers, and as soon as we get settled for a bit, then we will look for other lodging places. We heard of certain places that go for 50 pesos a month,including utilities...It was a real cozy one bedroom newly constructed apartment unit. Newly painted too. It overlooks the beautiful Laguna de Bay which could be reached by a brief hike...We are right between the rustic town of Los Banios ( which some months ago was the location of a Fernando Poe Jr. movie ) and the International community of College, Laguna where very important people involved in Asian agriculture were living, teaching, doing some research. Come to think of it, my stay in the UPLB community changed a lot of my outlook towards life. Plus it was the initial place where I started to build my family, alone, just by myself, without much help from my own or my wife's family..
To: Rain ,Icarus and ambers
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Date: Friday, June 25, 2010


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Napadasak met ti nakidayag kadagiti gagayyem tay nga taga ngato ket husto dayta imbagan. Kasla binalsig ti iwa ti karne. Nagdadakkel. Yes, they are friendly and hospitable. No bumaba kam ket nagado ti ipaw-iwad da nga nateng. Ngem adda met ti kalkalikaguman da nga sukat na, daytoy ket diay famous nga basi tayo. I had really nice and memorable stay in Tublay, Benguet. --Alakdan

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Jun Millano over the phone related to me an experience he had in Atok, Mountain Province where he worked as a nurse (by the way, he mentioned that he and Oscar Agtarap are some of the first male nurses in Asingan. During that era, some fathers do not think that Nursing is appropriate for men). Anyways,Jun told me that he attended a Caniao for a relative of the affluent one time Mayor Dangwa of Baguio City.Caniao took place several nights, he said.A grisly thing he saw during the ceremony was the sight of the dead person seated in a corner facing his guests(!). But that is one of the traditions of our highland brothers..The animal used in that particular ceremony was a carabao. Remember the carabao slaughter scene in the movie APOCALYPSE NOW by Francis Ford Coppola? ( the very last major Hollywood film to be shot in the Phil).The killing was similar to that movie scene. Men with long bolos gathered around the doomed beast and they started hacking it to pieces which then were soaked in a big vat of boiling water. Each guest was given a piece which he was expected to finish. An unconsumed portion must be brought home. Jun's unfinished meal was wrapped in paper and some of the guests called him "Balcot" ( wrapping )..To Amboy, the dead relative he said was buried RIGHT UNDER THE STAIR CASE GOING UP THE HOUSE.Why? I can only guess they believe that his spirit woud be guarding his house 24/7 thus discouraging possible intruder/burglars from committing any dastardly deed..Before I forget, I read somewhere that in some places of the Mountain Province, the dead are buried seated. I guess rigor mortis set in while the corpse was in a seated position. I also read in another article that some of the dead are mummified by smoke and their bodies are kept in a special house in the premises...Which brings to my mind the body of the late Ferdinand Marcos. I heard it is still drawing some tourists in a special viewing room in his hometown in Ilocos. Some comment the body is no longer the original but it is just a wax replica...Believe it or Not! ( apologies to Mr. Ripley )---Vic

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You folks are talking about highland lives and it's good to remember them,having spent my pre-grade school years in Balatoc Mines,in Itogon and Acupan, by the Mill Site,we lived in communal residences called bunkhouses, sometimes three to four stories high.living in mining communities is okay ,we have our own supermarkets,hospitals, schools and even school buses to go to Baguio City for higher education.Anyway growing up with the Ibalois and Igorots, my mom used to have me wear the 'baag" /G-string to avoid unnecessary dirt in my pants.The ceremony of burial is sacred to the highlanders and all the tribes have almost the same customs, where the dead relatives were buried within the vicinity of their dwellings ,animals (mostly pigs, cows, and carabaos) were butchered fresh and cut in chunks and dumped in boiling water,come chow time each person is given the ubbak ti saba as their plate(as time goes by..paper plates metten)with a good portion of upland rice and a pinch of salt to season the meat, plus the local rice wine,tapuey,for older people, it is imperative to consume the food, no leftover as much as possible ,but you're allowed to take home as long as you remind the grieving family.The Igorots of the deeper Mt. Provinces have this unique way of having their dead relative in a sitting position during the wake where they take turns in fanning away flies that come near the decomposing body, they do this ritual especially for respected elders and women/men of lengthy ages.Hope my memories of the past corrects me well and Manong Vic .just for the laughter of it, La Trinidad is in Benguet, i believe sometime in the '70"s the Cordilleras were divided into what is presently now,the provinces of Benguet,Ifugao,Kalinga,Apayao,and Mt. Province,or the popular name of Bontoc.Having a degree in Mining Engineering from SLU, i was able to work in Philex Mines,in Tublay and then eventually transferred to Batongbuhay Gold Mines in Pasil,Kalinga-Apayao, i learned a lot about the customs and traditions of these brothers,having attended a lot of rituals/budongs(peace pacts)and weddings the highlanders way from Sagada, Lagawe all the way to Tinglayan and Pinukpuk it's an experience and it will stay forever in my heart...... Mr. Pogi

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"during the wake where they take turns in fanning away flies that come near the decomposing body,.." Grisly as it sounds, it is true. Boy, this posting is not good to be read before you have a meal, but sometimes it could add to our knowledge of some facts about the culture of our brothers in the highlands..To add to your statement, Jun Millano said last night that the relatives of the dead put a basin under the seat of the dead relative.."WHY???" I asked, out of curiosity.And as you know, curiosity sometimes kill the cat..:)...Jun said, "the family members do not like their dead to be embalmed, so as the body decomposes water drips down to the basin below..It is a medical fact that water makes up more than 50 % of our body."..With us lowlanders, we have our dead embalmed and we are aware of what the embalmers do to them. I heard that when I was a kid right after my grandmother died..I was still 6 years old then...Well, let me end this posting with a joke to lighten up the sombre mood. Maybe you heard this already. A man was asked by the funeral director about his just recently died Mother In Law.."Sir, what do you want to do with the corpse of your Mother In Law? Embalmed or cremated?.." The man answered: "Embalm and burn her: I just wanna be sure she is really dead.."---Vic
Inhabitants of Mountain province have culture so unique and unusual especially to the people of lowlands like us. Burying their dead in their backyard is one of them. I was amazed but not shocked when i personally obeserved such practice. I was in Tublay, Benguet (Tublay School of Home Industries is at least an one hour travel from Baguio City)doing my three months practice teaching. I taught Design subjects in highschool and Techincal Drawing in college. One of our newlyfound friend invited us in their ancestral place. It was Sunday so we had the luxury at least a day to explore . Together with my batch mates Sally Amarillo, Letty Coloma, Merlita Pacis and Jesus Salagubang (now OIC of TESDA in LMMSAT) went to a remote village somewhere and hidden behind the rugged mountains of Cordilleras. It is so remote that there are only two trips (vice-versa) available in ordinary days. It's most likely that the same jeep which you ride on in the morning will be the same jeep that will take you back in the aftrenoon at the junction of Halsema highway. (Halsema highway is the highest highway point in the country.)After some breathtaking travel along Zig-zag roads and deep mountain ravines below, we reached our distination at almost lunch time. The host family were very hospitable and friendly. Instanteneoulsy, they offered us their homegrown and made produce, hot tea fresh from the "kalan". We had sumptous meal, with their version of pinakbet as main course and sayote tops on the side. While we were eating i noticed some structures beneath their house. The kitchen and living room is adjacent to this "resting place" separated by some bamboo poles nicely erected and spaced together but one can able to peep in an glimpse what's inside. At least there were three of these cemented rectangular blocks. I did not bother to ask my friends neither the host family about this. I just keep it to myself but not for long. After lunch we attended a Catholic Mass officiated by a priest from Atok. WE didn't stay longer for we have to catch the last trip going back to our place. Upon reaching our boarding house, we found out that all of us have the same observation and finally have the same conclusion, that our brothers and sisters in the mountains so loved their departed ones and that even death can not make them apart.--Alakdan



Thank you for the "travelogue" style article. I love reading these kinds of stories re: tourist spots in the Phil. .Especially Baguio because it is close to Asingan and I joined several Asinganian excursions before when I was still a teen ager using a Pantranco bus. Leave Asingan at dawn, back to Asingan at around 8:00 pm..While in Baguio we visited places like: Burnham Park, Wright's Park, Mansion House, Mine's View Park, PMA, Trinidad Valley, Camp John Hay, Loakan, etc. etc...Baguio at that time looked so fresh and virginal (uncorrupted ) because at that time, there were not so many people yet . The air smelled of Scotch pine and so many highlanders were still using their native costumes. When I visited Baguio alone ( one day trips), I used to have lunch in this area near the market. For 5 pesos, I had rice, beef soup, adobo..I thought this was the Slaughterhouse then. But last time, I found out that that place have already dissapeared. *** My wife studied in SLU and she shares lots of memories too about the City of Pines. I stayed with relatives in Jungletown or Engineer's Hill. From here we often walked to Mansion House then proceed further to Mine's View park. Not much traffic, tourists and when the afternoon sun started its descent, chill started to gnaw your bones and the smell of burning pine logs start teasing your nostrils. I believe many houses here have fireplaces. Sometimes you would see a small cloud descend on a distant road. When a cloud descends on the road you are walking, everything is enveloped with mist and a slight moisture sometimes mask your face. ***After a holiday I leave Baguio via the Zigzag road. Upon reaching the toll gate close to the highway going to Ilocos, I felt that the mountain spirits are whispering: "come back, come back.." . Only Hawaii ( especially Maui ) has this kind of spiritual ambience....Vic

I wanna add stories about cordilleras. When i was still in baguio i attended a wake and part of it a caniao it's their culture, a sort of feast where you're treated to a roasted pig. All of us mostly highlanders they're very good friend of mine and we all ate the roasted pig sliced into a very thin strips and dipped into a mixture of soysauce and crushed red pepper. So you can imagine how spicy , and the trouble was the roasted pig was half cooked :)well it taste yummy sometimes with the mixture of soy and crushed labuyo ha-ha and of course a drink that kicks .RAIN


While you are on the subject of "loving our departed ones", we have a family friend whose son died as infant several years ago yet they celebrate his birthday every year and we are invited to the party. They put up a tent at the memorial site; we are invited to join the prayer and a catered lunch including lechon and other Filipino delicacies... (This is in the United States). ---Amboy


I had a similar experience going to a caniao ceremony in Mountain Trail(thats a place)together with my Baguio officemates. We arrived quite early in a clearing with a cluster of about 6 houses at the edge of a watershed forest. There was a big bonfire in the middle of the yard which I thought was one of those ceremonial fire but I learned later that there was a practical use to it. And then they brought in a big black pig which was killed not by slitting the neck but by stabbing it with a long knife aimed at the heart. This way there is no blood, less struggle and squelching from our intended lunch. I expected that they would dip it in the kawa of water being boiled nearby or douse it with boiling water so that the skin and hair could be rubbed off. Instead, it was dumped unto the raging bonfire and turned a few times until the hair burned off, leaving only semi- scorched skin. It was brought to a dulang where the belly was opened for the removal of the innards after which it was butchered into big cubical pieces, not in clean and professional grocery cut but random dismemberment. The pieces, about 500 to 800 grams each, are strung together with pliant bamboo strips, four pieces for each loop. The strung pork meat were then placed in the boiling water of the kawa. In Asingan, we do that for preliminary cooking to cougualate the remaining blood and to facilitate the slicing. Ah, it would take a while before we will have lunch... i was thinking to myself. Meantime we were enjoying the pinkish strawberry flavored tapey which taste heavenly but packs the kick of a horse. after three shots, cicadas started humming in my ear. Tapey is prepared from fermented rice,aged and distilled to almost essential alcohol and taken as it is, or flavored. In this case it is given a flavor from another plentiful product of the area which is strawberry. No sooner than I had my fourth shot of tapey, that they announced that lunch is ready! A lady was giving out banana tree barks followed by another one with a basket of rice. Alice, my friend and host was a little embarrased but I told her we also use it for eating in the lowlands. And then the coup-de-grace. The butchers cum cooks were giving out the steaming lumps of pork still strung on their bamboo loops. At first i didnt know what to do with my piece but taking a hint from those around, i dipped it in salt which came with the banana bark and bit off a generous portion. It was good. And more so when shredded siling labuyo was passed. It seems that the pork taste were locked-in without being overwhelmed by the flavor and smell of spices except that there is an enhancing smoky flavor from the hair and skin burning. And with soup of pinikpikan nga pato with etag, I soon was lining for my second round of rice. I am lucky to have experienced the hospitality of the cordilleras. The people are hospitable and generous to a fault. When it was time to go back, we were each gifted with sangabakroy nga uggot ken bunga ti sayote. --Icarus